5 am, first day of the year
clothes still stink of whiskey and beer
everything was going fine
till I saw your face in the bathroom line
Out of all of the parties on New Years Eve,
Why the fuck did you come here? Why the fuck don’t you
leave?
As you give me a hug, I'm lost in your touch
Why the fuck is it that I love you so much?
There's a million more fish in the sea
A million more girls waiting to love me.
So why is it I'm so hung up on your eyes
When the fuck will I realize?
As you let go of me I come to my senses,
I feel you give me that look but I put up my defenses.
You can call me a coward, you can call me afraid
But there comes a time when even the brightest stars fade
I might be drunk
I might be bitter
I might be a punk
I might be a quitter
maybe I should've kept living the lie
maybe I shouldn't have said goodbye
but I know deep down it was the right thing to decide
even though it's tearing me up inside
Time to pass out and start the New Year
Thinking of you...wish you were here.
