I wear my pain like a suit
No longer will taste the fruit
Of the one that brings me hope
the one that helps me cope
im a coward, as I’ve already shown
But she’ll never feel the hurt that I’ve known
The guilt, like a cancer, eating away
Waking up to nightmares, day after day
No longer a starring role in my play
My bright morning skies have turned to gray
And there’s nothing I can do or say
To get her to understand the way
I keep my emotions at bay and pray
I’ve made my bed and now I must lay
